And I rarely use any of them [actually I doubt my ability so much]. The one that has gotten the most use has been chupa_chup_man...I really should try joining some other communities, but I am so AMATURISH I am afraid to. Maybe I should ask gargantsurprise to show me the ropes (since I won't hear from unite /skyseer apparently)? :P
So Amanda-pants & Trev-poo just left [fox_avenger & xiuuxiu ]. I was getting rather mad at his sister&friends, because they kept bailing on them/wating a ridiculas ammount to drive like 11/2 hours. So now they are all gone to Bridgewater, and I am again alone.
Yeah I am happy to have been promised contact, and excitedly told to come visit in BC [which I might do in 2010, as 2009 is mah PortCon-sexy trip]; because it eased my mind a bit. I am not as uncertain about shit now.
When I pretty much lost contact with Trev, I thought I had been dropped. I at first used to try Amanda's number, but after a few months I didn't know if he was still staying with her so I started trying his cell-phone. I e-mailed, I sent MSN offline messages, I txted, and I Skyped. I got 1 MSN message asking for my phone number/address & 2 txts in over 7 months. I was really worried/upset and it caused a few panic attacks [usually they happen (and I've only been having them as of late last year) when I have a dream or remember something, which causes everything to come-back and the whole fear and shit kicks in. I can't breath, and everything goes tight. I cry a lot too. When I first started having them I was scared because I didn't know what to do. Now I usually maul Minnow then go play RuneScape >.>]. I didn't know if he was alright or what. Or if he even wanted to talk to me. Now I feel hearted :3
So I hope that we can work-on mending things more when he gets back, and stay in contact more/better. I am very happy to have met awesome Amanda too~♥
I am hoping to get a job soon and see about what the hell I'm going to do for school next semester/term. I will need to start paying-off my ass student loan too. First I need to pay Telus fully, and get my Lestat outfit commission/get like $120 for my passport.
This is a picture Trev drew me of D20 Lylat Zinnian :3
<------he likes to always draw Zinn wearing fishnet!arm-warmers with belt-things...
So I am content, and I didn't cry 'till after they left ^^ now I am going to play a tad of RuneScape, then probably go to bed as I am tired :O
I am glad I have a appointment at Valley Chiropractic Services tomaro D: I am still stiff from Laser Tag.
Well today is the fictional birthday of my lovely character Zinnian~ So I plan to eat his previous favourite food of a bacon cheeseburger & wear peridot eventhough my birthstone is alexanderite. Im a dork :-P
I knew Zinnian shared birthday with the lovely Julia Child[I wonder if Veoh has the monkfish show she did?], but today I find-out that my character also shares it with Napoleon(if I could post a link,I would post a David artwork) o_O; August 15th bitches(I use that to seem Gangsta...). I have no idea...
I will be leaving the 24th now instead of the 23rd, as I have no ride from Weymouth to Yarmouth the day before(originally was going to spend the night) or the day of due to a ox pull in Shelbrune next Wednesday,so I wouldnt have a ride to the ferry terminal that day despite being in Yarmouth on Tuesday anyway. So now it is that I will take a morning bus to Weymouth, get a ride to Yarmouth, and take The Cat the same day. I e-mailed Kate and I can still stay with her and get driven to the terminal/station.
I watched the "Batman Beyond" movie last night & remembered how I used to love it. I loved "The Zeta Project" more though :3 I wish I had internet so I could download it ;_; I really want to watch it..
Trippy-ass dream caused by the slight fever I have (my normal is 96 and this is 100.2). I never really have 'bad' dreams when I have a fever (I did not take my pill last night as I was tired anyway, and thus didn't need it). The worst dream I can remember that I've had while being sick (excluding the TRIPPY-AS-HELL one involving a bounce-tent and dwarfs&gnomes&stuffed animals where everything wouldn't stop spinning, and I had a knitted afghan...) was the one where I was shot in the stomach for being caught as a spy. I died in that dream...so I guess I've disproved the 'die in a dream, die in real-life' thing. Also my fever dreams are very vivid (like I can feel textures).