April started-out looking like it was going to be a fantastic month, but a week into it and it just crashed;
Well 'the Al thing' really knocked me off that tower of awesome I was on. Maybe I am not supposed to be in love with people? I don't know, but I do know that I still feel like I was stabbed in the chest with a hammer. I just opened myself up so far and shit, that I just don't know how to get over him/it.
Thus eventhough there was a lot of what I was giddy for, I kinda just stopped. I told Armie I was going to call her in the next two weeks (talked to her on the 5th), and I didn't because I went into myself. I haven't even mailed-out the stuff I have for her :( I feel really bad about that. Though one of the things I ordered never came due to low stock, so I am having it shipped to her directly. I feel like a really bad friend though! I may call her tomorrow in fact now...
"PLANET OF THE DEAD" WAS AWESOME!!!!!! [I need to re-watch it & the confidential, and make a post on it.] I watched it on Easter Sunday :D I will say; "OH MY FUCK! MOTHERFUCKING FLYING BUS!" *ahahaha*
I'm so happy that it's The Stanley Cup Playoffs, because it keeps me from going completely M.I.A. & gives me something to look forward to and to get excited about. I love the Vancouver Canucks' Fan Zone Live Blog to bits! It is a hella-lot of fun bitches. I haven't been as active there as I usually am, but again I haven't been myself (wind-out-of-my-sails), and the games have been to awesome that I don't have the ability to Live Blog, Twitter, watch, eat, and chat on MSN (plus the frequent boucing around & dancing I do) ;P I DON'T KNOW HOW THE PEEPS TO IT D:
THE CANUCKS SWEEPED TONIGHT (yes my Engrish!)! First team to go to Round #02 :D [though again I wish the Blues had played someone else first, because I had wanted to see them go farther in the playoffs ;__;] The players need the break, but I kinda wish they played again sooner :P I hope O'Brian gets a goal soon :D OH! And CBC had a info-thing about how O'Brian does a dance routine to "Just Dance" by Lady GaGa *bwahahaha*, it was told to them by Hordichuk, so I hope O'Brian punches him ;P I also will admit that I love Ohlund >.>; and I made a 'Peanut Butter Burrows Time!' thing for t-shirts/etc. PLEASE USE IT! [but credit 'Lady Norémon' of you do ;P] My skippy mouse killed it though...but I still put a lot of work into it, and I am proud of it :D
AND I got a story accepted into Thaumatrope :D I hope my other one gets accepted too :3 [a hint to the one that got in, is that it is one of these ;P]
Besides from hockey, not a lot has been going-on besides me mourning the end of me having 'my dorky cheeky monkey rockstar sexpot & countertop magician'...I'm going to miss calling him that, I really am. Really I did adore him completely; besides from distance he was 'The Total Package' -____-; And I feel stupid for falling so hard. But atleast this time besides from the minor "I wasn't worth it" thought poking at the back of my mind & feeling very stupid, I don't hate myself. It wasn't my fault at all, and I don't have the blame that it was, or that I am a disgusting retarded pityfuck. So I guess I am confident in myself as alright material. That means a lot, because for the past over a year I have thought that I would make a terrible anything. If I can enthrall the lead singer of The DnA Project for 4 months, I must be rather sexy, hilarious, and wonderful *lmao*
I've been bicycling again :D I had started in late March, but we got FUCKING SNOW-then lots of rain-so this past weekend has been when I could start again. I went to town and got some groceries *hehe*! Biking back was hilarious though, because I was off-balance and thus had a hard time getting back--'specially up the hill I live on! My hips were really sore D: I'm going to go again tomorrow if the weather is better [we got a bunch of rain & it is REALLY windy], and if not I'll go Saturday or Sunday. I WILL MAKE IT TO TIM HORTON'S BITCHES! I am going to go and get a sexy Ice Cappuccino and sit and drink it :P It's about 2km from my house, and kinda uphill so it will kinda take a bit of effort, since I am out-of-shape D: Here is a map to show you the route!
I FINALLY GET MY FILLING TOMORROW [Thursday]! This tooth has been really hurting (though not as much as the one I had a root-canal on in Alberta), and I've been trying to get in since February D: I HOPE I CAN CONTROL MY NERVES! It's also one of the front ones, so I hope the dentist colour!matches the enamel good >:|
Theeeeeeen Friday; Douchette & me are going to New Minas LIKE A BOSS :D I reeeeaaaally need to buy a new optical-mouse ;___; This one has been dying for the past month-or-so. I also need to look at monitors, because mine is on its last legs, and is almost 7 years old so no wonder :,( I also want to look into pre-ordering "The Legend of Zelda: Spirit Tracks" & see if I can find a cheap PS2 "Guitar Hero" & "Metal Gear Solid: Twin Snakes" FINALLY.
Soooo Wendy is going away this weekend, so anyone want to hit me up [Warning: NO ACTUAL HITTING OF SARAH D:]? I plan to watch "Moonlight", "Kuroshitsuji", and play "Vampire: The Masquerade -- Bloodlines" & "RuneScape", and just stay-up all night hopped-up on sugary food >.> Call my 'cell if you want, or catch me on MSN or Gizmo :D
Ciao mateys, and I hope that I will be more active again...,