I've been watching a lot of "Torchwood" the past 2 days >.> [I may be starting to like Owen, simply because I feel bad for him]...I'll probably post my thoughts on a big spoiler later but too tired tonight, and need to think it out more.
I'm also caught-up in "Doctor Who", and can start watching it on CBC again [I watched the few episodes I missed on CBC.ca, and I have only missed the 1st part of the library episodes, and the one that was on Friday...]
I REALLY want to listen to the "Unregenerate!" audio-drama! The idea of people being made into TARDISes makes me want to know more. [and I want to know if the experiment was tried on Time Lords...>.> (the idea of constantly hearing the sound of the universe and having looked into the unprotected schism plotbunnies me...)] I have been listening to audio-dramas all weekend, and they are soooooo cool!
I really feel like playing Bloodlines, but I keep getting distracted until it is too late at night D: [I miss my little Toreador so much]
I've been in a Masquerade mood all week too, and it really sucks because I can't do anything for it. I can play Bloodlines, but I want to work more with Alexander on things, and I really am unable to.
I want to play a RPG soooo bad (D20 or V;tM or anything), and I can't because I have no one to play with ;____;
Well tried D20 again tonight, Trevor came-up with a campain called "When Worlds Collide". I kinda winged a character but I don't have my sheet made-up because I think I was forgotten about. We were talking over Skype and it's like the conversation just dropped. I heard them talking and such and did try asking some questions so I don't know what happened. I really do need help with creating it though...I'll have to see how this pans-out, but I am sadly reminded of my first time playing D&D...I have no idea.
Anyway the character I came-up with is named Eleanos Araran; which I just jumbled together by word-sounds. It sounds very light and glowy to me so that is what I think I'll use. He is a Smart Hero, Adventurer, and a Evolved. I'm kinda thinking of him as being kinda petite with bright green eyes and short light-brown hair.
This is the tiny thing I typed-up and didn't send because I didn't know if anyone was around or not;
"Decided to travel for research, got in a vehicle accident and after a head injury forgot his past, Believes himself to be Pure [do to the nature/location of the accident] and has taken up temporary residence in a more well-to-do export settlement. He is currently helping decipher writings from the old days, but would rather go out and find information first-hand.
Has a slight problem of either not talking or rambling and jumping from topic to topic. Somewhat eccentric. Very attentive and clever. Does not know of his telekinetic abilities at this time."
I don't really know what I'm doing and will REALLY need lots of help learning to play D20 again; 'specially with the character creation/sheet.
So Amanda-pants & Trev-poo just left [fox_avenger & xiuuxiu ]. I was getting rather mad at his sister&friends, because they kept bailing on them/wating a ridiculas ammount to drive like 11/2 hours. So now they are all gone to Bridgewater, and I am again alone.
Yeah I am happy to have been promised contact, and excitedly told to come visit in BC [which I might do in 2010, as 2009 is mah PortCon-sexy trip]; because it eased my mind a bit. I am not as uncertain about shit now.
When I pretty much lost contact with Trev, I thought I had been dropped. I at first used to try Amanda's number, but after a few months I didn't know if he was still staying with her so I started trying his cell-phone. I e-mailed, I sent MSN offline messages, I txted, and I Skyped. I got 1 MSN message asking for my phone number/address & 2 txts in over 7 months. I was really worried/upset and it caused a few panic attacks [usually they happen (and I've only been having them as of late last year) when I have a dream or remember something, which causes everything to come-back and the whole fear and shit kicks in. I can't breath, and everything goes tight. I cry a lot too. When I first started having them I was scared because I didn't know what to do. Now I usually maul Minnow then go play RuneScape >.>]. I didn't know if he was alright or what. Or if he even wanted to talk to me. Now I feel hearted :3
So I hope that we can work-on mending things more when he gets back, and stay in contact more/better. I am very happy to have met awesome Amanda too~♥
I am hoping to get a job soon and see about what the hell I'm going to do for school next semester/term. I will need to start paying-off my ass student loan too. First I need to pay Telus fully, and get my Lestat outfit commission/get like $120 for my passport.
This is a picture Trev drew me of D20 Lylat Zinnian :3
<------he likes to always draw Zinn wearing fishnet!arm-warmers with belt-things...
So I am content, and I didn't cry 'till after they left ^^ now I am going to play a tad of RuneScape, then probably go to bed as I am tired :O
I am glad I have a appointment at Valley Chiropractic Services tomaro D: I am still stiff from Laser Tag.